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Day by day. [Nov. 1st, 2010|11:58 pm]
[mood |indescribableEmpty]
[music |Johny Cash - Hurt]

Every day I look for tiny reasons to live, even the smallest thing makes life worth living.

On friday it was watching the original animated Transformers film.
On saturday it was seeing my only two true friends.
On sunday it was dancing in the three sisters.

Today is empty.I could not find the tiniest reason.

That is all.
Thank you.
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Devotions upon Emergent Occasions [Oct. 6th, 2010|07:26 pm]

John Donne
Meditation 17
Devotions upon Emergent Occasions

"No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main. If a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were. Any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind; and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee..." 

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Philip Larkin - This Be The Verse [Oct. 6th, 2010|07:19 pm]

Philip Larkin - This Be The Verse

They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
  They may not mean to, but they do.
They fill you with the faults they had
  And add some extra, just for you.

But they were fucked up in their turn
  By fools in old-style hats and coats,
Who half the time were soppy-stern
  And half at one another's throats.

Man hands on misery to man.
  It deepens like a coastal shelf.
Get out as early as you can,
  And don't have any kids yourself.

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Always in threes and always at night. [Sep. 19th, 2010|02:14 am]
[mood |blankblank]

Bad week, I have had some bad news this week, but not in threes.

Firstly, I am not getting in to uni this year. Turns out that Edinburgh uni will ONLY accept disabled students that they have assesed as being disabled by themselves. Apparently Scotlands foremost expert on Autism is not good enough for Edinurgh university, I need to be assesed by some general disability guy! They wont let me register untill I do and it will be months before they have time to asses me, even if they could asses me now there are no places avaliable because I didn't make my appoints before the start of term.

So another year of doing fuck all. I am so bored with my life.

Over the past week I have aranged three dates. On monday the girl I was ment to be meeting cancelled twelve hours before and hasn't spoken to me since. Wednesday was a no show. She didn't even let me know why. I had arranged to meet someone on this coming monday as well, I eally like this girl as well, she is pretty much everything I want (except not a redhead but then nobody is perfect) except that as of wednseday she hasn't spoken to me. So it seems that no one wants me.

Thursday I met up with Elle and had a wonderfull meal of sushi and sashimi and felt wonderfully full of raw dead animals. The tuna was wonderfull, raw and boiled. The prawns were great and the beef was gorgeously raw in the middle leaving a nice chew to the centre of it.
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My week in limbo. [Sep. 15th, 2010|05:00 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]

This week I have been mostly living in limbo.
I'm feeling down a lot. Have been for the past month.

I have no job and will not be getting into Uni this year either. So now I need to find something I can do with my life that is achievable. I want to work with animals, and there a few places I could do that without qualifications, but I need to sort out my passport for that and to get a bike license.

So the plan now is to  get a bike license and buy a new pasport, then find out homuch a work visa to Tailand or India is so that I can go over there for 6 months then come back with potentially the best qualification I could possibly have on my CV, of hand raising and rehabilitating wild tigers. I should be able to get any of the jobs I want after that.
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First time for everything! [Sep. 7th, 2010|02:39 am]
[mood |complacentcomplacent]

Well, I have to admit, thats the first time I have ever had phone sex... by text! That probably cost a fortune, but at least I still have the texts so I can read them again if I want.

This is related to the news that I probably have three dates next week. One South African, date not confirmed but we get on well, one Redheaded Edinburgh lass that wants to chase squirrels in the botanics with me next monday, but hasn't set a time and one Fifer nurse that desperatly wants my cock!

Right now I REALLY do feal like my profile picy!
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(no subject) [Sep. 3rd, 2010|04:10 am]

Fun Facts:
The average purity test score for all members of ALT.com is 72.8% pure on average.
Women are 71.3% pure on average.
Men are 74.3% pure on average.
Couples are 65.8% pure on average.
Gay couples are 65.3% pure on average.
Lesbian couples are 56.7% pure on average.
TS/TV/TGs are 69.2% pure on average.

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Busy day. [Aug. 31st, 2010|04:39 pm]
[mood |bouncyblind]

Just been to the pub with V. Was good.
Got to unload quite a bit and had a few drink and a cup of tea.
I think I might actually be enjoying my life now. Well some of it anyway. It certainly dose not seem like such a chore to talk to people anymore. Lots of other things still feel like a chore, like just keeping in touch with people for a start, or finding a nice girl in this shity world. But maybe there is a chance after all.

In all a positive if somewhat sunblinded day.
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I hate your life. [Aug. 27th, 2010|01:02 am]
[mood |crushedcrushed]

Gods i'm depressed.
I have been trolling for dates all week and got nothing!
So far theis week, I have sent off over 100 emails, and got back about five responses. Thats depressing in itself, but it gets worse though. I have also IM a few people (those who emailed me or replied) and chatted for a few minutes, but strangelly the moment I start asking people about themselves they don't care! They are happy to listen to me talk about myself but god forbid someone whould ask them a question about them! I mean showing a little fucking intrest in someone else is clearly a violation of some unwriten fucking social norm that I am not fucking privy to! FUCK!!!

How the fuck am I ment to get to know someone if they wont fucking talk about themselves and when asked simple questions like what do you like to do for your weekends and whats your ideal job, they reply with "Oh I don't know?" All this dating shit is getting me down and whats worse is that I haven't even had a date in ages despite trying! In the past year, I have had preciselly one date and am runing out of women! I'm going to have start dating fish soon, because as everyone knows there are always plenty more fish in the sea!

I wonder if there are any website full of hot mermaid tail I can chase?
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Bella Lugosie might have been gay but at least he didn't fucking sparkle! [Aug. 25th, 2010|07:48 pm]
"Twilight: The heartwarming story of one girls choice between necrophilia and bestiality. "
I actualy loled.

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